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finally

2009-11-18T01:33:00.001+08:00

If you are still reading my blog,
do know that i've switched to tumblr.

You won't be seeing much, here.
:)

MOVING ON.

http://thelaughofjoy.tumblr.com

Hebrew

2009-11-08T22:39:00.003+08:00

I am close to the finishing line for the o level examination.
Nonetheless, I still want to stay faithful to the word of God.
I think its really important that I stay rooted to the word.

I was meditating on Hebrews 8 and 9 just now.

I have been struck by a few points.

Cos it talks about God making a new covenant with the people of Israel because
the old one was obsolete and imperfect.

Then I thought about several ongoing changes around me.
I am quite a routine and boring person.
So I tend to delight in routines and I prefer things to be beyond my control.
I prefer to stay the same, especially the circumstance and my surroundings.
But I guess changes are inevitable.
I think that it is due to the fact that the circumstance, the things and the sort of life is not perfect, that's why God place changes in life.

Many say, change is the only constant.

I agree.

And I think changes occur because God is constantly placing us into path that brings us closer to his perfect plan.

If what we wanted or what we hung on to was so perfect in the first place,
changes wouldn't have occurred. That is why the most holy place, as mentioned in Hebrews 8 and 9 was completely replaced.

There were flaws in it.

These flaws were perfected through a new covenant, the death of Christ.

Yea, and the song 'journey' kept replaying in my mind.
Journey, life is a journey.
A very very long journey indeed.
It seem like an endless journey with the unpredictable future.
The progress, the time and the distance.
How long more will we take to reach our final destination?
How far are we away from it?
Are we on the right path to our final destination?

But through and through, God is there to guide and to lead. :)

I am so thankful that I came back to where I belonged.
I just feel so thankful and contented for all that I have in life.
Be it the good or the bad.

8:10
But this is the new covenant I will make with the people of Israel on that day, says the Lord: I will put my laws in their minds so they will understand them, and I will write them on their hearts so they will obey them. I will be their God, and they will be my people.

8:12
And I will forgive their wrongdoings, and I will never again remember their sins."

9:14
Just think how much more the blood of Christ will purify our hearts from deeds that lead to death so that we can worship the living God. For by the power of the eternal Spirit, Christ offered himself to God as a perfect sacrifice for our sins.

9:26
If that had been necessary, he would have had to die again and again, ever since the world began. But no! He came once for all time, at the end of the age, to remove the power of sin forever by his sacrificial death for us.

I still need to learn how to trust more.

2009-09-27T08:57:00.003+08:00

It has been long since i last blogged.

Well, nothing really spurs me to blog nowadays.
It is like ' ten years series ' day in and day out.

Apart from marvelous birthday celebrations and
gaining new insights from God, my life is quite dull.

This is because, I will be taking my english o level
examination on 26 october.

Hence, I have to work doubly harder during this
final month as the o level examination is crucial.

It determines my future and I should do my best to glorify
my God :D.

I want to learn how to lead a life that is not so self-absorbed.
I don't believe people gain much being self-absorbed.
The higher you think you're the lower you actually am.
For God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.

I want to learn how to be different this time round.
I want to have constant trust and faith.

Joy has to change her heart from being worrisome to being filled with faith.

I still believe that life has its purpose.
I still believe in leading a holistic life.

He blesses diligent people. For he sees the effort of them.

So all the best for your examinations.
No time to waste, every second counts.
Life is too short alone wasted.

Time flies invisibly and unknowingly.

2009-09-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

School holiday again.

I was quite empowered during metamorphosis.

Was listening to shalyn teach about holy spirit baptism.

And I was really touched by the her story of how

the holy spirit actually spoke to her like

'I understand'.

WAHHHHHH! I mean, sometimes, people tend to hide their

sorrows and tears behind fake smiles and facades.

But God really sees and knows everything.

He knows how 'cui' your life is.

Imagine, the only one who understands you thoroughly

tells you that he does know your pain and by you during your 'cui' period.

NONE BUT GOD CAN DO THAT MAN.

Who likes going through problems alone anyway. Not me.

I think, I want to constantly remind myself that I

am doing all these things for God

Because at the end of the day,

your glory on earth will fade away.

Like grass growing yellow then decomposing to nutrients

after it falls. Like dead bodies decomposing into

fossil fuels.

Whats' given by God returns to nature.

But whatever that belongs to God remains forever.

Even nature has its limits and boundaries.

Earth is constantly threatened by asteroids, stars, environmental degradation and meteors.

Come to think about it, apart from Jesus, there is no perfect creation on planet Earth,

including planet Earth itself.

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2009-09-09T23:15:00.008+08:00

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Girl Guides Farewell

2009-09-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

I am officially out of my cca.
Okay, least I know that I did my best in trying
to attend every single meeting. :D

Yeah, come to think about it, my 3 years of guiding
has been filled with much joy and also, frustration.

But I've never find it sian to go for cca.
For sian-ness is perceived by oneself.
The same theory as 'you're who you think you're'.

I have been in deep thoughts along rides and sole-walking.
I guess, its really meaningless if I were to build my life
on achievements. The more I think about it, the more I thank God
that I am able to do things for him.

For God's glory last forever.
What for do the things you do when you do not know why you do it.

Pictures :D

We used to look chubbier in sec oneeeeeeeeeee. :D

We grew closer tgt huh. :)

Trusting in Jesus manz ! Off I go.

PRINCESS' BIRTHDAY!!

2009-08-31T19:16:00.001+08:00

NATALIE'S BIRTHDAY!

*to be updated.

WARN RULES ALWAYS :D.

2009-08-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

SWENSENS RETREAT @ ORCHARD ION.

Just in case you weren't there with us! :D

Yeapyeap. You would probably be awed by this picture.

I will probably have to 10 km to kill the mass of fats .__.

Me and my ugly bowl. :( I took it too late. My ex-sheperd. BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAR ! :D

mmmmm.. Mmmm...

xuan and em.
:D Deyi table. My table was mostly made up of 'shy' people.

So they simply shy away from the camera. After retreat I went to mug with ruijun and xuan at mos.

I won't be updating much till I smell the green grass of freedomwonderland.

Need to learn how to pioritise and kill fun. I should learn how to make some fun out of those textbooks. Seriously.

I am going to get back a lot of important results this week.

Wish me faith, cos I don't need luck, but I need God.

Thoughts.

2009-08-02T15:52:00.004+08:00

I have been in wondering why people listen to sad songs when they're already so sad.
If I mean, aren't they supposed to do things that make them feel less sad?

Try listening to happy songs when you're sad.
It may help for some, the rest would probably get irritated.
Then I wondered why this is so. Then I realised that it is due to the fact that the song
identifies with your sorrow.

When you do so, you unknowingly plunged yourself into greater sorrow and sadness.
Soon its helpless. Then it leads on to mutilating yourself and then suicidal?

I cannot identify with that.

Well, I feel so accomplished after completing one chemistry paper.
I am just 'CUI'. Shall go do more.

Wish I could bring joy to some.

Enjoy this song. Thanks to shepherd whom loaded it
into my ipod that I get to listen to it.

2009-08-02T15:25:00.002+08:00

Come to think about it, I owe eline, victoria and karen the

20th july picture :D.

BACK FOR GOOD

2009-07-29T23:14:00.004+08:00

Call me a worrier.

I know I've got to trust God more.

I tend to be too paranoid.

So paranoid that I irritate people around me.*laughs.

Yeah, everything seem much better now.

After a week of idon'tknowwhattocallit.

I really think that the school should abolish elearning

and give us free learning. Then there will be no assignments.

But.

THIS YEAR IS CRUCIAL.

So I've got no choice but to finish up all my assignments.

I started sorting out papers.

Sieving out unwanted rough papers.

I realised that I've a lot of science worksheets to complete.

But I needed a breather.

Pictures for the week.

Me and mummy. We went to botanic garden to stroll.

Hope to go picnic there someday.

Gelare w jasmine :D Spastic people on board.

God has really done a lot for me.

I find myself waking up, feeling as though I've started a brand new life.
There is something to rejoice about everyday! And I've gained a lot from quiet time and purpose driven life! :)

1 Samuel 16:7
... The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks
at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.

I shall not be insecure. I shall not mind what others think. For I live and work for the audience of one. :)

2009-07-17T20:55:00.003+08:00

Many things had been happening recently.
It really made me dislike certain things in life.
The environment, the type of people, the sort of remarks
and the problems.I got really sick of issues.

Yet it all came unexpected.
God, you know how depressed I was.
I do admit, I doubt at times.
But help me surpress all these doubts, troubles and craps that satan
keep bombarding me.

I thought a lot.
I thought about my earthly close friends.
When on earth will they actually appear?
I feel empty in classes.
I just want to belong somewhere.
But I landed nowhere.
Far off the coast called 'good friends'.

Perhaps I am expecting too much as a friend.
Its impossible to reach your standards. Unbeatable.
I should really learn to treasure instead.

Drift away, then regret.
Not all things can be mended right, God?

Then I thought about people who said stuffs about me.
I just started CURSING AND SWEARING AT THEM
IN MY HEART, IT WAS BITTER. Yet I know that I would be them
if it was a wenzhen and God thing.
You'd probably get disgusted by my sins.
Yet you reminded me to love.

No matter what happens, wenzhen will always learn to forgive
and love them. Not because they're popular, smart, pretty and
glamorous. But because God first love.

My dear friend, I really hope to spend some quality time with you.
Things may never never be the same life before.
But at least things will be better off than now. I still remember you. :)
Do you remember me?

The super packed week.

2009-07-12T00:00:00.010+08:00

To be frank, I've been feeling rather numb-ed in school.

No idea why.

I am beginning to be less self-conscious, a little more God-conscious, very work-conscious.

But I did learn a lot from caregroup.

I want to be more like Mary.

Jesus-God conscious.

Enjoy Jesus' presence more than Jesus' work.

Doing and serving him is Good.

But serving and doing with the right purpose is better.

Doing all these with God is best.

Mary and Martha from the book of Luke.

The truth is that it all goes back to Jesus Christ.

If we're all going to be like Martha, then we're seriously losing focus.

Sometimes, we tend to fall away when we lose sight of our goals.

We tend to compromise more, improvise less.

The fact is that we can improvise more, but we cannot compromise at all.

Thanks to Mr/Miss compromise,

work left for tomorrow stays undone

and goals/target you've set remains unachieved.

I must learn not to compromise and learn more to improvise !

I was reading the book called purpose driven life.

What struck me the most yesterday was that worship isn't just about singing to God.

It is about everything that you do for him.

People often misinterpret worship for the music.

I must say, I was one of them.

Like praise and worship(soothing songs?).

Just like some say ' worship is so-so, good or et cetera'.

If worship is just about music, then those nonmusical wouldn't be able to worship.

Every activity can be transformed into an act of worship when you do it for the praise,

glory and pleasure of God.

Worship is far more than singing. It can even be you taking up the initiative to serve

people of God's out of love. Even reading the bible!

Purpose driven life is really good.

Wonder why I've only taken it out to read just recently.

Anyway, thoughts aside.

I took a picture with my sheep, fiona, today !

It is really heartwarming to see her enthusiam towards church activities

and her boldness in Christ. It brings me joy to have her in the Godly family!

I had muvee treat with my mummy last wednesday !

(Ice Age 3 Dawn of the Dinosaurs 3D) It is really a good movie. Add hagen dazs ice cream into the picture and its sums up to 'great'! And we had caregroup at hagen dazs. Wow. Sweet, creamy and delicious! Chocolatey sweet ! Monday was siyin's birthday ! We gave her a small surprise. :X
Really thank God for this faithful sister who is serving to her best!

She never fail to amaze me with her willingness to serve. :) TGYH.

That's jasmine, being socially responsible towards the current H1N1 virus. Picture of the day? Took this during the ride to ETP.

There are no unspiritual abilities, just misused ones.

holidays, goodbye.

2009-06-28T20:51:00.003+08:00

Usher retreat was fun.
It has been long since i last stepped foot on to the sands of

palawan beach. The feeling is awesome.

Though not many turned up that day,

I am glad to see people so enthusiastic about simple games

that could be boring if no one did participate.

Thank God for these ushers that they're serving joyfully for the Lord.

Colossians 3:1
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working
for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you'll receive an inheritance
from the Lord as a reward.

Credits to weiqi, i koped pictures from her blog. WAHAHAHA*

Oh ya, mingjang treated everybody a cup of free ben and jerry ice cream. What a treat.

THANKS A LOT.

Now, time to print travel declaration forms and write testimonials...

2009-06-23T23:47:00.004+08:00

I CUT BANGS AGAIN. And my fringe is like, curly at the side? The no extended holiday news totally blew me off.

Now I've got to figure a out the fastest way to complete biology.

And I think I'd probably burn all the worksheets away.

Obvious joke.

* kidding.

If only the holidays lasted 100 days longer...

The Secret

2009-06-21T13:39:00.002+08:00

I've watched this video regarding the law of attraction with WENJING.
I find it really inspirational and I'd thought it would be nice
to share.

Something that really impressed me about this video is the fact
that we're all created in the image of God, and our joy and all that we
think is limited is limitless after all. Everything is in abundance.

We should really stop focusing on what we want to overcome and
start search for God's calling. God's calling is given by from within your soul(holy spirit).

Many a times, our mindset goes this way.
If others succeed, we are unable to.
Do not let limitations stop you. God's universe is in abundance. Abundance.

The purpose of your calling is for world missions.
And missions is God sending the whole church with the whole gospel to the whole world
to meet the spiritual and social needs of humanity. The church is not the building, the walls,
the furnitures or even the altar. It is us.

Above all things, we must always do things for him with Joy.
Till then, all things would be possible.

We are all made in the likeless of Christ. That's why what Christ can do,
we can too. You're the masterpiece of your own life, the masterpiece that God
has called you to.

What are you doing about it today?

If you would just take 1 hour plus of your life to watch this video.

You'll get what I am talking about.

No boundaries in God's context

2009-06-21T00:50:00.005+08:00

After looking at my past and present pictures,

I THINK THAT I'VE REALLY GAINED A LOT OF WEIGHT T___T!!!

I remember how I would get worked up over people looking

at my ez-link card, but now, I don't really care.

And if there is anything that is hilarious about this photograph,

it would be my fringe that looked like some beard. -.-

June 17th Eunice's birthday!

I really enjoy the presence of this sister in my life.
To think that she has actually been in the same school as for years, it must be fate. :D You're so privileged man !
I enjoyed caregroup that day. Was glad that my sheeps turned up. It just brings me great joy to see people come for more church activities and draw near to God's love. Because it is then that life transformation begins.

Finally applicable to NC16 KFC TREAT FROM MR HIEW WAS FATTENING.

Seriously. Just look at william's mouth full of chicken meat and you'd have knew that we ate A LOT.

cheers for chicken.
Did project at chaonign's house. :) fun. I took pictures to blog. lalala. hope rachel sees this. My ex-sheep gave me a card today. I am really touched because I've never expected myself to receive something of this sort. :/ I the times there were only me, you and yining in deyi in nea cg.

I'll never forget the first day that you actually came to church. The time when you were still super innocent. Now less innocent, more irritating *kidding. The time you accepted Jesus Christ into your life. The time you started coming to church more often. It is really a blessing to have been your shepherd and see you grow spiritually.

I am really glad that you are pioritising your time even better now. Hope that you will keep the faith and stay strong in him through this o level period.

Many a times I wondered how these people actually change so much.
I have seen people who are really quiet raise their hands to worship Jesus during worship and I find it really amazing because you'd never expect them to actually do it. To imagine how incapable you actually are.

Such brings joy to see. And through him my joy knows no bounds. No boundaries.

2009-06-17T02:04:00.002+08:00

Last week have been well spent.

I really enjoyed care group.

And more people came, of course.

There are many pictures that I wanted to post.

But I'll save more for less by collage-ing them.

And I officially declare my face book dead.

I am lazy to post pictures up. Wait till I've have the

face book-feeling. Camp was great. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

God met my camp objectives.

Its been long since I felt so refreshed even though I ton-ed the

night out and enjoyed coffee over small chats.

One thing that God reminded of was the fact that

'love never fails'.

I remember the time I was talking over with him.

I remembered the time before extended praise and worship

whereby I felt really uncomfortable.

It was time I'd let go of self-reliance.

I relied on God for energy to praise and worship him.

Psalm 73:26
My flesh and my heart fail;
But God is the strength of my heart and my portion
forever.

True enough, I drastically recovered over a short

period of 15 minutes plus minus.

I'd learnt something today too.

It is not about convenience.
It is about taking extra effort.
For the perspective of convenience come from willingness.
And willingness comes from the heart.

Fair or unfair?

2009-06-09T22:39:00.004+08:00

THE ISSUE :
FROM WENZHEN'S PERSPECTIVE

Since today has been so eventful, let me talk about my day.
I went to biology class bringing everything but my thermometer.

I don't know why, the moment she stepped into class,

I said ' MS NG! You're 15 minutes late '. Well, it is a fact that she

was 15 minutes late. I am ignorant and silly as compared to her, I must admit.

Ms Ng exclaimed ' I am sorry for being late. I had to settle some stuffs. '
I was fine with that reply.

She then proceeded on saying, ' Class, take out your thermometer and measure
your temperature. '
I said, ' Ms Ng I didn't bring '.
Ms Ng said, ' Wenzhen, I think you go home, you don't belong here'.

What will you think at that point of time if you were me?
Would you stay on with that sort of sharp and hurtful reply?
The thing is, you're not the only one who didn't bring the thermometer.
Many others did not bring it either. Was it fair? Was it justified?

Then wenzhen was fine, maybe a little angry, she went up to Ms Ng and asked.
Perhaps a little provocative after being PROVOKED.
' I am sorry that I didn't bring it, what am I supposed to do now? ' she asked Ms Ng.
' You don't have thermometer then you get out ' said Ms Ng.

' Can I ask my maid to bring it here then I stay here? After all, everyone makes
mistake, i believe you made mistakes in your life too ', I replied.

Ms Ng said, ' this is not your maid's problem, this is your problem, you don't have you go out '.

I don't know. No thermometer get out, maid bring here also get out.
There wasn't any other alternative, isn't it?

She then mentions that my attitude was *cocky(she said), I wouldn't use such a word
because it sounds extremely uncouth. I mean, excuse me? It is just a thermometer.
I started crying. Was ultimately ignored.

I was upset not due to the fact that I got scolded, I was upset because I was not understood.
It wasn't fair, life isn't fair. I sought to be understood, but ended up getting reprimanded.

Why can't people see things from my perspective.
I don't like to argue much either. There wasn't any other alternative.
All you wanted was to attend biology class.
In fact, you do not even have to attend because you finished the chapter already.

She later went on mentioning serveral life stories like.
If you're a surgeon, and you left a cotton wool inside the patient's stomach after
operation, are you going to blame it on your nurse?

And I don't want to be a doctor, AND I DIDN'T BLAME MY FORGETFULNESS
ON MY MAID.

I am so sorry, but if the doctor does that, it is going against his/her integrity.
In fact, there aren't just one surgeon in the operating rooms, there are many.
And a doctor wouldn't be so stupid to leave a cotton wool inside the patient's stomach.
People die out of loss of excessive amount of blood/ lack of oxygen, not because they have a
cotton wool inside their body.

She said that all she was talking about was responsibility.
WHAT ABOUT INTEGRITY?

I was aggitated at that point of time because I felt so insulted. Seriously.
AND IT WAS ONLY ABOUT A THERMOMETER.

I asked her for respect, guess whats her reply ' then you get out, i want to teach my
student' . Excuse me, am I not your student?

I have never quarelled with a teacher before. Whatever for.
But don't you think that I am not justified?

She may want to get on with lesson and get over thermometer issues fast.
But what about a soul?

Is the Singapore education system supposed to be like that?
We neglect students for efficiency?

Students deserve respect.
Students deserve to be cared for.
Students do many wrongs, students are stupid.
I am.

What would you think if you were me?

Well, she spoke to me after class.
I admit, I do have my faults.
She said that I keep harping over the problem.
She said that everyone brought except me.
It was obvious she did not get her facts right.
Ask any 409er and you would know.
Not all brought the thermometer.
Then she says I should not blame others.
Well, I am just stating facts.
Then I said that I am 'suay' to be seen without the thermometer.
She said that I should not use the word 'suay'.
It is my privilege to be more attended to, she said that I will
grow and learn from this mistake.

I do agree I've learnt a lot from this MAJOR mistake.

If you read it all, you'd probably just laugh away.
For a picture that speaks a thousand word.
A thermometer that raise a thousand issue.

It is amazing how it all started.
And it all started from a thermometer...

God, I pray that I'll learn to love her.
God I pray that I'll learn to forgive her, though its hard.
God you say love covers over a multitude of sins.
I pray you'll let me move on fast.
God I feel sad, really sad.

Jesus didn't deserve to die either.
God I really need you now.

Up2date

2009-06-09T21:44:00.005+08:00

Just when you start to think that class 409 are made up of NERDS.

Think again.

My classmates borrowed a ball from the PE room and

started playing right after eventful biology. xl, xiuyi and kurinang :)
My hair is turning brown-er :D i didn't dye ! HOHO*

Saturday night - super girlie*

Cousin came over to join us ! :D

So we played LIFE.
SUPER FUN :P I LOST BOTH GAMES. 2nd out of 3 people.

Friday with family + cousin. Bubble blowing seem interesting.

Thursday council meet, they took it, i uploaded it. -.-

Weeks ago, i saw eunice eat cheeeeese tofu.

zixuan's twist.

studied with zixuan and ruijun during midyears.

celebrated xueli's bdae last month.

took a picture with mascot. xiuyi's WONDERFUL birthday celebration.

torture-ers. :D

Doubts

2009-06-02T00:51:00.003+08:00

I realise that yesterday's today newspaper will never
be of the same value in comparison to today's today newspaper.

If the quote that goes ' you're who you think you're ' is true in all
circumstance, then why aren't all children doctors, teachers or pilots?

Just thinking.

2009-05-31T00:30:00.002+08:00

According to the pythagora's theorem,

I have the shortest leg among the first row people.

I am serious ! They tilt their legs and I didn't. DANG*

:( No wonder I'm short.

Like why am I in the first row again!! Like how do I always appear retarded in candid pictures? :(

I am mad and crazy over BOF.

Started the show hating JIHOO, ended the show loving JIHOO. :D

LUALUALUA. BYE!

2009-05-30T00:14:00.001+08:00

I wonder if zixin mama will see this but;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
I wanted to send you an sms but i lost your number.
Really hope you'll see this.

Miss you and love you loads!

It doesn't really matter after all.

2009-05-25T20:29:00.002+08:00

For all that is seen.
For all that is worn.
For all that is used.
For all the perishables.

There can never be sunlight for 24hours.
Not everything that you want you would get.
Not everything that seem is to be is to be.
Not everything that was done was meant to be done.

Sometimes things are just hard to comprehend.
Sometimes people just have complex thinking.
People think they have it all, but the truth is they have none.

Just when you think you've got it all, you have nothing.
When you think you're perfect, you're actually imperfect.
When you think that you're capable, you're just incapable of accepting your own flaws.

There are two paths.
The grass or the concrete floor.
If heaven was grass and earth was floor.

I want to walk on the edge.

2009-05-20T20:42:00.003+08:00

Took pictures with huiyee today.

Played around with the colours. It looks like

old pictures heh.

I enjoy reading wenjing's blog.

One of her pictures blogged look so retarded.

*sorry, wanted to substitute retarded with a better word.

However, due to my limited vocabulary, I couldn't think of any better ones.

Bye! :D

A good start

2009-05-20T20:10:00.004+08:00

My brain was hyperbolic for a moment just hours ago.
It was my usual pessimism. Negative thoughts practically clouded
my mind.

But God reminded me of this song.

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
the voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth.

Now I know I'll overcome.

Sometimes it seems hard to overcome problems.
Satan just keep telling you that you wouldn't be able to make it.
Then you go on feeling helpless and insecure.
What else? You start worrying.

I have got to stop getting paranoid.
Not because I am self-righteous. But because I have God.

Shall not be deceived by lies.
Lies that brings my spirit down.
Lies that tell me I can't do it.

Through it all, I thank God for reminding me of his presence.
Apart from all things that exist, I know the one that I
really really need everyday is God.

Oh yes, thank God for the results that I've gotten.
It met my expectation, except for the fact that my score
for a-mathematics failed my target terribly.

Nonetheless, thank God that I passed everything.
Seriously, I had breakthroughs for English, Humanities,
Combined Science and Pure Chemistry.
I mean, when i came out of the hall for certain papers,
my future seemed uncertain. I left it to God and he did the rest.
THANK GOD.

WALALALALALALALALA !

Cannot be conceited nor complacent.
MUST MUG FOR OLEVEL CHINESE.

I see no hope luh, but I'll try my best. :D

Tell me why

2009-05-16T23:23:00.002+08:00

POST-EXAM SYNDROMEWent with them to vivo the other day! :D

Great time hangin' out.

Don't feel like blogging.

Think my blog will be stagnant for awhile.

I can't quit stoning.

God, you've gotta wake me up.

It's getting cold in here.

Genuine.

2009-05-15T10:16:00.003+08:00

gen-u-ine - authentic, true, unaffected, open, honest and forthright.

possessing the claimed or attributed character, quality, or origin; not counterfeit; authentic; real: genuine sympathy; a genuine antique.
properly so called: a genuine case of smallpox.
free from pretense, affectation, or hypocrisy; sincere: a genuine person.
descended from the original stock; pure in breed: a genuine Celtic people.

I think that its inevitable to be somewhat superficial in this real world.
I don't know much about that but I should really learn how to treat people sincerely.

We cannot be counterfeits for anything. Because what that is fake will prove itself to be sooner or later. The reason why some people give up half way may be due to their counterfeit towards a certain goal. People give up half way because they are sick and tired of pretending.

Counterfeits doesn't necessarily means money, goods or etc. It may also be the way you treat people. A typical counterfeit would be, backstabbing. Don't you find it contradicting to act as if you're in such good relations with somebody but you're cursing this person behind his/her back?

Counterfeits often fail people. No matter what form. Even grade A fake-goods. It is definitely nothing in comparison to the real one. Counterfeits fail your teacher when you claimed that you've studied but you didn't. Counterfeits fail your friend when you backstab them. Counterfeits fail your parents when you lie to them.

The impact varies. Because some counterfeits eventually pass the naked-human-eye undetected. Have you been to china? Some forged notes look so authentic that it is eventually taken for real. We are not capable of identifying them. We are nothing in comparison to detectors like ultra-violet rays.

If it was so, then God is definitely the ultra-violet ray. Simply because we human are not even capable of being genuine people. Even the most genuine person struggles with evil thoughts.

Do you know what I call genuine?

God's love that flows abundantly through all circumstance at all times with no conditions.
Do you know why love is not a counterfeit?

Because love never fails...

2009-04-24T22:01:00.004+08:00

I shall blog !
It feels awfully weird to be away from the computer, I must say.
I guess that this would probably be the last I'd blog before mid year examinations.

Frankly speaking, I have been rather hot tempered recently.
I flare up over nonsensical issues.

Been facing problems, non-studies related problems.
One fine example, standing at the corridor during assembly.
My wrong interpretations had killed me for a day, which lasted for a 3 days(?).

Wenzhen being wenzhen, obviously feels that she is not in the wrong back then.
Now she sees the whole picture.
So that day, she yelled at innocent messenger. That I apologise.
From what I've heard, they claimed that one day not standing by the
corridor is of me, being irresponsible as a vice-president of the student council.
Wenzhen is not a perfect human being, wenzhen has flaws.
Wenzhen has mood swings too! Wenzhen thought in her brain...

Logically speaking, what does standing up and sitting down has to deal with responsibility?
If you're a true blue leader, will you let your anger cease you from doing the right thing?
So does it mean that when you're angry, you do a replica of the person's mistake by doing what she did wrong?
Didn't what we read from 7 Habits says be PROACTIVE not REACTIVE?
Can't you rectify the problem with me, personally, straightforwardly?

I guess I have an issue with people speaking behind my back.
Okay, maybe it is due to my sensitivity that I felt that way.
But I do get annoyed at times.
I am saying this all out not because I want to continue to argue or what so ever. I am just analysing my level of immaturity when I spoke to certain people.

This problem is grey, ambiguous, neither white nor black.
I do admit that I have to apologise for my misinterpretations. Thank God that he reminded me about being immature and stuffs. Now I really think I am foolish at that very moment.

Well, I have been rather traumatized my ELENA for the entire week(kidding!).
I've learnt that every most teacher that steps into our class picks on her.
Having her beside me reminds me of how fortunate I am to not have any teacher to suan me.

Tomorrow is Karen's birthday, we celebrated for her in advance. Creamed face. :B
Retarded. Us.

Again.

Her boo-tiful clip.

So 斯文right.

Celeb-rated jocelyn's bday during cg.

Last week. luhluhluh, ruijun claimed that she look good in this picture !! :P

Keep watch of my brother when he swam. Boring !Mummy and me. Being God's mummy bday celebration.

SO MANY BIRTHDAYS LAH. X_X"

2009-04-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

I found this picture taken during last metamorphosis. Didn't post. I have been daringly taking random pictures with random people on random days.

Now that I think about it, it seems like everyday.

I took one with alicia last caregroup.
I took one with my brother during breakfast on easter holiday.

I took one with xueli this morning.

I am just devastated by the fact that I went to cut my hair.
Horrible!!!! THE WORST EVER. :( It ruined my day and I don't feel like doing anything but blogging. Now.

Well, I am just thankful that I wake up refreshed every morning, with
Christ providing me with a brand new day, new life, new everything. Don't needa be held back by anything, anything!

With Christ in the vessel, we can smile at the storm. :B I must smile at my ugly hair.

2009-04-08T23:22:00.003+08:00

Investiture was considered a success :) And so we went to amk central stage again. Memorable.

Jesus loves me! this I know,
For the Bible tells me so.
Little ones to
Him belong;
they are weak but He is strong.

Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.

Jesus loves me this I know.
It's thicker than a sheet of snow.
He loves me, that's why he died.
If I was there I would cry.

Yes
Jesus loves me,
Yes Jesus loves me,
Yes Jesus loves me,
So much, he died for me.

Jesus loves me, this I know.
For he died His love to show.
When I know he took my sin,
He forgives and saves me then.

Yes, Jesus loves me.
Yes, Jesus loves me.
Yes, Jesus love me.
He took away my sin

Jesus, take this heart of mine,
Make it pure and holy thine;
On the cross you died for me,
I will try to live for Thee.

Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.

Though my steps are oh, so slow,
With my hand in his I'll go.
On through life, let come what may,
He'll be there to lead the way.

Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.

Oh my Lord, I love you so.

2009-04-05T22:11:00.008+08:00

Frankly speaking, school has been rather hectic this week.

I've never failed to reach home after 7pm each day and it has been

mentally daunting plus physically gruelling.

I've finally caught up with sleep today and it seemed to

be repeating everyweek. Felt super duper vexed.

But my mum reminded me of the big picture :)

And I am glad that she'd enlightened me on stuffs here and there.

Thank God that he gave me a mother who believes in him.

Hallelujah!

I've been rather irritating and irritated at school!

I've to admit that.

Clear evidence can be seen below.

Aren't you surprised by the fact that Fiona(Ms Xiao Yuan Yuan, all rounder

due to her round face) is actually portraying such an unglamorous side of herself?

Her market value drop already *kidding !

For instance, fiona was not the only victim. Huiyee was another. Caregroup was funfunfunfun. Though I've only gotten to attend games.
See the sheep and shepherd running.

Eunice :D Aye this picture looks artistic! Napfa was before CG, no choice, had to fun. I PASSED OKAY. :DRun for your life.
April Fools was the best please !

We pranked Ms Tan by telling her that Mrs Ang punished us and made us write lines. She believed us. So gullible!!

Mrs Ang was the first one to be punked by our class. We all ran out of the class during her lesson and hid at the tables near the art room. 409 is so united, for once ! :DHad movie treat with mommy. Confessions of a shopaholic last last friday night.
Shepherd's retreat photos.
Eunice, Huixuan, wenzhen and heidi.

Continue mugging for biology.. I am starting to hate differentiation.

2009-04-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

Dear God,

~~I AM JUST SO FRUSTRATED.~~
I find myself seeking after acceptance from time to time.
Acceptance from people.

I don't know why, my sensitivity level has been fluctuating recently.
I tend to overreact over trivial matters. I tend to judge what
others do. I tend to get really pissed when things do not go why
way. I guess I should really learn how to express my thoughts.
After reflecting over actions that I've done, I realised that I express
myself so freely, over freely. Too-direct.

God, I am losing patience.
I just tend to get really irritated when things get out of hand.
Sometimes I even find myself caught up with thoughts whether anyone
cared or not. I know that I am wrong. Undeserving.

I find myself being so outta place.

Please let me learn how to be more like you and less of be.
I don't need to feel belonged to anything because I belong to you.

I just feel at ease when I am with you.
*You'd make me happy once again, I love my daddy :)

In-quis-i-tive

2009-03-29T17:07:00.002+08:00

A week came by and went.
Today is the first day of the new week, as seen in calendars.
The last school week had been rather monotonous.
You ought to agree that school seriously does get boring sometimes.

And my week haven't been spent in vain all right.
I did my homework, I did revisions, I attended meetings,
I went for movie with my caregroup :D and I attended service.

Today can be considered as one of the more-productive days.
I revised on the topics that the teachers had just finished teaching.
I have finally awaken from my lalaland-dream.

Thank God that he gave me the energy today alright !
Otherwise I could have slept till like 11am. I woke up at 9am. :D

Last week, we changed our sitting arrangements in class.

I am sitting with Elena.

Okay, I enjoy sitting with her. But I still my darling xiuyi. :'(

Suffering from post-xiuyi syndrome.

Got to know Ms Elena better too.

She is really a nice and genuine person.
Someone I really feel comfortable talking to.

Simple lady.

Uncle dastan got loads of chewys for me from mongolia. x__x"
Clowns of 409 :D

Me and huiyeeeeeeeee.
Bye. Nerd off. :)

2009-03-24T20:34:00.004+08:00

Saw this really cute display picture.

As much as you know that dinosaurs are fierce and everything,

this one is simply different.

They are vulnerable in some way or another too.

It looks cute-er from Ian's xu msn display picture ley.

Liews. Looks too cute to be IAN'S DISPLAY PICTURE. jk* A SHORT UPDATE

School reopened (already?)

Yeap, been constantly reminding myself that I am running

a marathon, not a sprint.

Yeapos. Recent exco picture.

If only those smile would last a little longer.

JOY signing off. Taken this way long ago. Luke 12:34

For where your treasure is,

there your heart will be also.

No complications.

I just want..

a pure heart.

let me learn to be simple minded.

2009-03-22T20:33:00.003+08:00

I WANT A PINK CAMERA ! :( Since its recession, we should spend more.

I mean, seriously.

As reported by U.S CBN NEWS

$12.5 Trillion and Counting

Bloomberg News reports the government has already committed
up to $11.7 trillion so far to rescue the financial system. The economic
stimulus bill cost nearly $800 billion. That adds up to $12.5 trillion with possibly more to come.

Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner is now joining Britain
in urging other nations to spend more in an effort to break the recession.

"Everything we do in the United States will be more
effective if we have the world with us," Geithner said.

But Congress still wants to know how troubled banks are
spending the billions of taxpayer dollars they have already received.
"(The) treasury just does not know what Wall Street is doing with government funds," said Rep. Edolphus Towns D-NY.

Washington may not know what Wall Street and the banks are
doing with the money that has already been loaned out. But with the economic situation deteriorating, the government is already gearing up to debate the possibility of spending more to turn the crisis around.

And if I tell this to my mother, pester her to get me a new camera,

the reaction i will probably get from her would be

" Are you crazy? Can you learn how to save money? Its recession! "

LOL*

Fat Hope.

One-Audience

2009-03-20T10:03:00.003+08:00

I AM SO PROUD OF MY SISTER :D

AND I LOVE HER ! CHUA WENJING !

Yeap,

I do agree to Gideon's sharing during the shepherd's retreat.
We can't have all our parts having the same function.
But through these different functions, they form one body.

The cool thing is, that verse was what I read in quiet time that pervious
night. How cool ! :D

And the day before shepherd's retreat, we went to visit our caregroup
members. It may be tiring, it may be exhausting, but it is worthwhile.
And I do admit, I really did enjoyed going round seeing all the faces
light up as they see us go the extra mile for them.
No point living life for yourself, you'll just end up bitter.

Pure joy.

Perhaps the joy that you'd get scoring well for exams and tests are
simply superficial.

If such joy can last you a week, my joy can last you forever.

You may wonder, you mind simply ponder...
You won't get my joy. Till you know the truth.

Break free from those chains.
Lets the praises ring. :)

Till then, see you there.

JUBILEE.

2009-03-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

REMEDIAL LESSONS

Look at xiuyi's guigui. :) Us, i look fair hors. :D Surprisingly, many said i got sunburned today.
TOOK A PICTURE WITH GUIGUI AND THAT MADE ME

FEEL SUPER HAPPY.

I am proud to say that i've been refreshed once again

after quiet time.

I shall not do things involuntarily for God has placed this things in my hand.

1 corinthians 10:13

No temptations has seized you except what is common to man.

And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can

bear. But when you're tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you

can stand under it.

Not gonna grumble, not gonna be depressed.

Nothing is gonna tear me down.

fearless.

2009-03-17T17:03:00.002+08:00

A countryside, somewhere not situated in Asia.

That's where I wana go.

Daydreaming. God wake up me.

Your love reaches out to me, it sets me free.

2009-03-15T19:02:00.004+08:00

I don't have to please anyone else but you.
I don't have to pretend.

I don't have to wear a mask that tire me out.
I don't have to act like who I'm not. Facade.

I don't have to do anything to gain their acceptance.
Whatever for.

All my achievements added together and multiplied by 10 cannot compare to

my worth to you.

I don't have to pretend in your presence. You love me for me.
Unconditional.

I am reminded of your love once again.
I am just so blessed to know you.

It's never too late, it's never too early.
Everything happens accordingly.

2009-03-14T00:06:00.003+08:00

Went to JB the other day :D Went to Pulai Spring Resort.

Saw them play golf* heard that the rate is cheaper there.

Xiao didi.

Then we went swimmmmmm....

NO MORE PICTURES.

SCHOOLDAY.
My pretty biology teacher.

& I got my new zio specs.

MEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Let me end off with this.

Proverbs 16:24

Pleasant words are a honeycomb,

sweet to soul and healing to the bones.

Proverbs 17:22

A cheerful heart is good medicine,

but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.

2009-03-07T00:02:00.013+08:00

DEATH.

at the end of the whole experiment, it died.

The lab was filled with screaming and whinings, caused by me.

We had to like put fishes into a rather narrow test tube containing

hydrogencarbonate indicator. The set up required us to pick the

fish out of the plastic beaker, then to place the fishes into the test tube.

TERRIFYING.
Look like blood hor, pathetic fishes, apathetic teachers.

Look at the third testtube, i faced them for a 15 minutes LONG.
Xiuyi baked cupcakes for us, DELICIOUS.
I didn't eat in class alright, i ate in the canteen. MY PRINCIPLE.

Happy xueli !

CLIQUE 1.

409ers seeing natalie play the piano.

Talented young lady.

Clique 2.

Flag day, ''excuse me, would you like to make a donation to the Singapore

Heart Foundation?''

Mr Ang's back plastered with all the excess stickers. WHOOPS*MY SHEEP(WINARTI)'S WATER BAPTISM.

Before.

RUTH AND EUNICE.

ME HER SHE.

RUTH CHANG.

Shaking hands with Pastor Jeff, oh my, i am like her parent

or something.

SL & RUTH.

RUTH AND JOY.

RUTH AND EUNICE.

We were caught in a heavy rain btw. liews.

HE SHE HER.

I saw rainbow. Cannot really see it clearly here, look closely.

MY BIRTHDAY !

From ruth and sl.
THESE CUTE, NICE, ADORABLE AND GOODLOOKING GIRLS and GUY
celebrated my birthday for me. :D LALALA.

Don't ask me why i have so many more pimples after bdae, they applied

cream on me face. :(

Many thanks to A.R.N, eline, darylene, adeline, pamela, jennifer, zixuan, weiquan, jasmine, kwanwei, sherlyn, benjamin, ethel, karen, xiuyi, xueli, rayna, william, victoria, amanda, candace, kurin, francesca, yunzhun, desmond, tammy, ruth, claudia, anne, huiling, yanshan, jolene and many more for the gifts :)

Some not inside picy, but still thanks a lot :D.

Thanks many many to those that wished me tooooooooo.

CARDS, i was super shocked to receive kwanwei's.

thanks lot. ;D

Then mummy brought me to swensens for dinner.

Thanks mommy ! LOVE THE FOOD.

YUMYUM*

Ice-cream for bdae, :D free. Oh, caregroup got me fishy.

THEY ALMOST MADE ME TOUCH IT,

and they didn't know a single thing about the bio-lab trauma.

But still, love the fishes, 6 in total. :D

Thanks NED2A and EMILY( FOR THE PLANNER ).

TODAY. AFTER SCHOOL.

CHINESE REMEDIAL.

VAINITISM. :D

GUIDES.

ME.

THEM.

SKY GIRLS.

RUN.

OFF I GO

Shall blog more about the recent. before elearning.

uber sleepy.. now.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....................

2009-03-03T01:03:00.003+08:00

A retarded essay written by my beloved 19 years old sister

who is currently sitting and cramping her butts off the computer

chair. ;) Enjoy.

The Story of Princess Mewmew

Once upon a time in a land far, far, FAR AWAY, Princess Mewmew went to Mini Toons one fine lovely afternoon, on a typical princessy day with Bianbian her maid servant. As said it was a typical day. Hence Princess Mewmew was dressed in her favorite outfit, the super duper kawaii Usagi bunny pajamas. :D

They were strolling past shelves of kawaii items when the weather started to get warm. It suddenly got so warm that even monkeys could be seen gasping, choking, struggling, yelping and perspiring!!! Those were the deadly results from the overwhelming heat.

Everyone began to thirst really badly, and began to wrinkle like rhinoceros.

Unlike Princess Mewmew, who is superior and mighty, and boot-ti-ful, she was unaffected. Seeing her maid servant evolve to a rhino was simply too interesting, let alone the entire population of peasants in Mini Toons. She started to laugh hysterically like a hyena.

And poof! Something caught her eyes.

What was it that caught Princess Mewmew eyes you may wonder... But it was definitely magnificant, eye-watering, and even made the entire population who turned into rhinoceros drool. It was something that reminded her of her mother, the Queen of all Mewmew Land...

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With Love, Wenjing

2009-02-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

This is what i've typed onto my phone note.

Psalm 27:14
Wait for the Lord.
Be strong take heart and wait for the Lord.

It is just 13 words long, yet it will last me more than 13 days.

Whatever expressed from the mind, can be interpreted.
Whatever expressed from the heart, can be felt.

2009-02-25T20:04:00.010+08:00

I ASPIRE TO BE LIKE THE YELLOW CUTEY EMOTICON.

Simply because I want to spread Joy, that is the desired outcome.

Somewhat like a metaphor, you may say that.

And the current situation would be a mad and crazy face instead

of a smiley face. BOOOOO*

My aspiration alright ! IT WILL BE ACHIEVED!

Of course i don't expect the people surrounding me to give

me that kind of face. Imagine that .__. !

LAST FRIDAY

409ers have no childhood. :D

Peiyee brought a pack containing the below shown photograph.

And we blew balloons like those. x= Pretty hur ! We were all initially rushing for biology !

But since the teacher wasn't not around, we took a break !Btw, the girl below is peiyee.

As seen from the pictorial evidence below, i can infer that she

is a heavy drinker, she drank from two cups with two different

straws, amazing heh !We had guides meeting.

Although it wasn't as desirable, i am proud to say that

the girls are certainly showing more responsibility and unity as a whole !

I am treasuring the few guides meeting that we've left ;(.

Ohyes, me and yining "kissed" !

We were standing from different distances okay! *JOKER.

Cheese? :( Why not butter?

We took a lot of photographs.

I took photo with lishlixuan. And she took a picture with lynette, nice name.

And I randomly take a picture with heidi.

Friday was also the day that we took our cca photographs.

And this girl has been bugging me to blog her face
up since last friday till this wednesday ! MOMOMON ! :D
*nola, actually she wants to kope the picy you see. The girl excos, missing in action, faz and shamien. I FORCED NATALIE TO TAKE A PICY WITH ME.
HER MIAN QIANG FACE* LIEWS.

Natalie you meanie :( 2 things about deyi.
Guess where will you be able to find this?
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The FOYER.
I feel like a total failure after i actually bothered to look at the
tiles of the foyer during COP USHERING. I mean, the ground that i've
stepped on for years. MAN* Feel so foolish.

Where do you think you'll be able to see this?
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THE HALL LEFT STAIRWAY JUST ABOVE THE CANTEEN.

I was walking alone*not emoing. after recess through this route and i realised

that the skies were really pretty ! So I stood for a moment and snapped

this.

Oh and i've learnt that we're most spoilt in the biology practical laboratory.

Everything is laid down nicely and neatly for you when you enter.

All you've to do is clear up after everything.

Actually physics lab also luh, just that biology practical is more FUN ! :D

The hydrogencarbonate indication turned yellow.

Indicating that carbon dioxide is present as

carbonic acid reacts with the indicator, as hydrogencarbonate turns yellow in acidic conditions

turning it from red to

orangey yellow.

Tags reply: ( from 15th february - replied accordingly )
Boy: UHHH ! That is not something special, and thanks for tagging consistently :D Hello by the way ! lala.
Shirley: HEY JUNIOR ! :D
Eline: YOU FAITHFUL SHEEP. LOVE YOU TOO ! :D MUST DO QTQTQTQT.
Will be missing you when you're not here for 3D2N :(.
Kaiying: Alright ! SHALL LINK YOU UP SOON :D
Kelvin: HEY HELLO ! :)
Ruijun: EHH STUDY TOGETHER LEY ! :D HELLO.
A: ALVINA, whats your link? :D
Victoria: thanks for tagging :D you tc too yah.
Gabriel: HELLO ! Certainly surprised by your tag, God bless you too ! :)
Brenda: YEAPOS, cya around. Come to my church AGAIN :D
Melvin: REVIVED :D
TheCLIQUES: Your link is broken, my dear. :D

N2SIASTIC.

2009-02-15T17:40:00.008+08:00

VALENTINE'S day is officially declared over.

It is not just for goodies,

neither to gain weight,

nor to earn bigbucks selling roses at such unworldly prices.

It is about spending your day, putting away all distracting

things aside and to spend time with your loved ones. :)

Who says I am single?

I am attached please, to God, of course.

And i really appreciate the many cards that i've received :D

And thanks a million to xiuyi and natalie who gave roses to me :D

And of all goodies i've received, my favourite is the sticky bottle sweets from canDACE ! :D:D:D

FALL.

MANY DEYIANS WENT. YEEHAA*

My sheep, My buddy, EU-NICE & Qian Yi ! :)

The 207 girls. :)

Kailin, brenda & qianyi.

Dinner-ed with mommy.

Idiot looking girl.

Received new moon from mommy. wahahhahahaha*

MUST STUDY FOR SOCIAL STUDIES cum BIOLOGY.
Gonna be N2siastic. about it.

Tags Reply (2 Feb onwards) :

Heidi: Yeah, well, i m coping fine now, i guess. :D THANKS FOR YOUR CONCERN PRINCESS.
Melvin: Thanks a lot for your consistent tagging ley. :) You jiayou studying yah!
Victoria: MISS LOVABLE. Hey hello!
Kelvin: You're sure a really nice junior, thanks for tagging :D
Xiuyi: I BLOGGED SO MUCH ALREADY LOH. :D
Nicole: I M NOT SMART , SADLY. Poly seems fun though.
Boy: -__-"" YOHH ! WHY KEEPON 'tagged', can it be like hoho deggat or smth else? KIDDING :).
Peanuts: I M NOT SMELLY :( I M SMILEY :D.
Darylene: CALL THAT A DEAL.
Brenda: SUPER GLAD THAT YOU CAME ON SATURDAY JUNIOR :) !

2009-02-10T19:13:00.008+08:00

CNY DAY 14 @ XIUYI'S HOUSE !! We went to play with her geeky toy spectacles. ;D All of us went nuts.
BRANDON EVEN JOINED IN THE FUN?

RAYNA :DETHELXIUYIKAREN

XUELI :D SOO WHITE. TOOTHPASTE. GIMMICKS.

WITH ME :D

AND MEEEEEEEEEE. :DTHEN I BEGAN SHOWING MY TWO FRONT TEETH. :D

And that's brandon behind.

NERDS!
Xueli and Brandon.

Ethel and Brandon - 9 years anniversay liao lor!!

Karen & ahxiu, unfortunately, SOMEONE broke the blue specs.

Xiuyi was so heartbrokened please.

SADDED. Rayna was makan-ing(secretly) at the corner. xD LOOK AT ALL THE GOODIES.

GROUP PHOTO!

CHAPALANG PHOTO.

Look elsewhere photo.

SMILE-PHOTO.

Candid picy by me :D NICE RIGHT.

Candid - i think that this picture is nice lor !!Look elsewhere?

Empty space. Let's all bully xiuyi ! :DRayna and Xueli :D

THANKS XIUXIU FOR INIVITING US TO YOUR HOUSE
TO BAINIAN. & your mum even gave all of us angpaos. TOUCHED*

LOVE YOU :D & YOU ROCK :D

I found the one and only cure.
God.

Tomorrow is going to be a great day! :)

Psalm 5:3
In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice;
in the morning i lay my request before you
and wait in expectations.

Somebody

2009-02-08T13:23:00.002+08:00

It is not that I don't know.
It is not that I don't care.
It is not as if I am too busy for you.

But I'd thought you understood.
I'd thought you knew that I was soo drained out by everything already.

Being that friend you used to be, the one i confide.

Can you take the initiative when i don't?

In case you'd wonder.
Please know that i still treasure you...

mia-BIA

2009-02-07T00:39:00.011+08:00

I AM FINALLY BLOGGING.

Let the pictures talk. I am simply too lazy to elaborate.

So far the latest picture taken :D

Tests, is the most prominent word out of all, in my handbook.

Yet it appeared the most.

After prayer meeting today, we ned2 girls went to drink bubbletea(random) ~ Lala, note the difference.
The leaders. HOHO ! SEE THAT GIRL AT THE LEFT? SHES NICOLE.
She's toally adorable and she loves to laugh, a lot.
Heyhey ! Hope your mum is doing fine yah? :)
May she recover fast and may God's right hand be upon you !

Btw, the girls beside her are yining & jocelyn. Heidi btw, the YELLOW ONE. I LOVE HAWKER CENTRES. X: Especially chongboon market's fish porridge.

27th January was Jolene's Birthday !

However, due to the festive season, we celebrated on the 28th January.
Got the privilege to take a picture with her.
HEYHEY JOLJOL, jiayou for your studies.
Don't feel left out, or neglected kays.

We'll be there.
( PARDON ME FOR MY MESSY HAIR, it never seems to be tidy)

make a wish, make a wish. LALALALA. KAREN, XIU, TURTLE AND ME :D

ME AND AHJIE ON DAY 1. CHU YI. :( SHE IS LIKE INDIAN.

I LOVELOVELOVE GREEN PEAS BISCUIT FROM LAVENDER. The SL BOARD HAD OUR LOU YU SHENG ALSO OKAY.

THE TRADITION GOES ON... First we add the ingredients.
Keep adding ~~~

The we add more mess, and this is what we've gotten, at the very end.
I ATE STEAMBOAT WITH THE CG TWICE.

NINGNING HOLDING BIG SPOON. :D Heidi paid $15 to eat only noodles.
Steamboat feast. Its no wonder i've gotten fatter. Ruijun ; defined as toi yoi yoi, is an ultimate mugger. & the best partner to study with. Do phone her up, 1900-911-ruijunruijun. Operating hours ( 0800-2100 )

*nawh kidding. HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAA.

She smiles like STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE THE GIRL. I M SERIOUS. BIG PRAWN AND SMALL PRAWN. CG STEAMBOAT.

SEE, HEAR, TALK.
We dont really care.

LALALA. Yeap. cooked. THEN WE LOU YU SHENG.

AND LESSER MESS COMPARED TO THE SL'S ONE.

LALALA, cny was great.
Anticipating towards the mahjong game at xiuyi's house this sunday.

CIAO.

2009-01-27T20:20:00.001+08:00

I AM SOOOO DEAD.

. . . biology

I USHERED TODAY!

2009-01-24T22:12:00.004+08:00

YAY TODAY'S SATURDAY ! :D

Went to church, gained knowlegde, God's word.

I shall be sacrifical towards my parents. ( although its pretty hard? )

Shall talk to them nicely, hey i've been nice to them since recently !

On top of it, reunion dinner with northeast was great, fantastic & totally fun !

I am so going to gain weight.

In any case, i will be exercising tomorrow at chongboon park.

To top it all, i shall be doing my homework after quiet time.

Don't ask me why i haven't blog since a century ago,

I was doing homework, revising for tests, attending caregroup,

student leader interview, reading on God's word and Dave Pelzer's story

during last week's school days.

Blogging haven't been my been on my to-do-list since school started.

AND OF ALL ASSIGNMENT, 'Distinction in English' makes me want to

vomit blood the most. OMGORILLALIBABA *quoted from wj.

Going to 'party' with God.

Happy Chinese New Year in advance.
Will be blogging more of the steamboat pictures, maybe tomorrow?

LUASHHHHHHS !

2009-01-15T20:01:00.002+08:00

The picture we took to paste into the scrapebook that Darylene made for

Humphrey. Yeah, a short update on wenzhen's school day.

school blues.

get angry
get frustrated
get moodswings
get upset
get homework
get scoldings
get complaints
get going

at least God gave me.

The art of understanding.

DECENT.

2009-01-11T19:16:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, during UCTM, Rachel mentioned that the best way of

communicating, is to listen.

I think that it sure does make sense.

we're given a pair of ears a instead two mouths,

because we're expected to listen more.

And i believe in this saying that goes,

' people don't care how much you know, until they know

how much you care'.

We're often too caught up with our own views that

we neglect about other people's opinion.

Which is relatively common nowadays.

I do admit, sometimes i find it hard to keep on listening

because i am so talkative that i can't help but to utter a word.

Sometimes, when people approach you to talk about their problems,
what they need isn't your word of advice but your pair of listening ears.

You say it best, when you say nothing at all.

Apart from that, I've been thinking of my life in the past.
I've been thinking about what i did and stuffs and i thought about my favourite colour; pink.
I wondered why my mum didn't get me pinker stuffs when i was younger. I really wish that i had practically everything pink next time, which is SO insane
that it sound so bimbo. I am going to get a pink Porsche someday! *crazy ;D Then i thought about life as a driver.

Yining, my ex shepherd, once gave me an example of life - driving in a car.
Back then, she told me, if my life was a journey, and i was in the car, God should be the leader,
as told, the one driving.

I was thinking about God being the leader of my life.

Then i thought and realised, quite true, then before i came to know Christ,
I must have been driving on my own.

Let's say, your life is like a red ferrari *wowWOWWOWWOW. Then God will be the one looking at you drive. You think your life's been great,
you control your life so well that it...
caught up in countless car accidents. caught up realising that you're so lonely. was so hectic, you can hardly breathe oxygen. face conflicts with other drivers, fights, scolding etc. Do you know that you can actually experience and see
much more with what you have now if God was the one driving your car?

He may not promise the best sceneries.

But he promise, with his presence.

Ah well, i realised that it is often the weak times that i see God so evidently.
Yesterday was really really tiring.

I was telling God how tired how tired i was during worship.
It was only that i was so tired that i relied on him most.

Then he reminded me of his presence.

You are forever in my life.
You see me through the seasons.

I am just so glad and at peace.
I am just so thankful of having here in this crazy world.

Well, going to school tomorrow.
So excited for those graduated 'o' levels students.
May you reap what you've sown, amen. :)

Especially to ned graduated girls, my shepherd, emily, and my mommy, zixin and many others.

God bless.

2009-01-09T20:33:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL It flew fast, and it seem like it was only a day ago.
I am back in school. Bwaahahahhahaha*
I am sitting with xiuyi again ! :D
Omgorillalibaba, i love her.
Shes going to stress me positively(yay!!), top 2nd in class girl okay, lose to brandon by few marks only. :D SOOO GLAD.
Hope some of her smartness can diffuse into my brain cells or something? Across a concentration gradient from a region of higher concentration to a region of lower concentration. X:
It's so gonna happen cos we're like sharing lockers too? *just kidding.

Like i've finally gotten my ivory white ozozo sac wallet from the wallet shop ! :D
Initially wanted to get a comodite one from robinson but i'd change my mind and hehehehe*LALALALA, IT LOOKS PRETTY !! SIMPLE :D

I MENTIONED MY HAIRCUT RIGHT ! :(
MY FRINGE.... NOW I LOOK LIKE A NOOOB. NOWNOWNOWNOW - ITS SLANT NOT BANGS.
NOOBIE :( BOOHOOO* IT IS SOOO FLAT.

Went to nanyang polytechnic yesterday.
Didn't quite like it.

I wana get into sp, tp or nap( all so far :( ).

GOING OFF, BYE.

it faded faded faded faded.

2009-01-06T20:09:00.003+08:00

Lord,

I am just so blessed by you.
Seriously.
Everyday, you just seem so evident.
I may not be able to write love verses in the bible like David.
I cannot fight wars like those mighty man of yours.
But i am willing to give you my all.
Because you're the one who gave it all to me.

Lord,

Everyday when i go to school.
I need not worry.
I feel secure in you.
Because you're in control.

Looking back, i wonder who i will be if i haven't known you.

I don't deserve what you've given me.
I am underqualified.

I don't know, I don't know what's going to happen in the future.
But I know that you'll always be there for me.

Your presence alone is enough, enough to contain me.
Your grace is more than sufficient.

Help me to be a less judgemental person.
Help me to look at things positively.

There may be obstacles and they may be bane.
But i know that i can rejoice in all circumstances, because of you.

I have no idea why i am posting all my thoughts up.
I've come to a point that i'd realise that i haven't been living life to the
fullest in the past.

Please remind me that all that I do right now is for you, solely.
Not for my own.

Ah, i am just left in awe of you.
In awe of your greatness.

No one will ever be able to fully comprehend this God.

I pray that you'll continue to strengthen me as the days past.
I pray that you'll continue to be evident through the times.
I pray that I'll be a greater tool for your kingdom.

In Jesus name I pray,
Amen.

2009-01-03T23:44:00.005+08:00

NEW YEAR COUNT DOWN WAS FUN :D

we all went to karen's sister house to chill out !

and we'd also went to chomp chomp to eat.

and we took turns to take picys. Which ENDED UP BLURRED COS OF DARKNESS.

Looks clearer right, cos i took the picture x:

KAREN THE BIG MOUTH EATER.

XIUYI THE MODERATE EATER.

Ethel the glam eater.

the couple drinkers. *kidding.

THE PRETTY GIRLS.

MAHJONG SESSION ! :D
look at me play ! LOOK SO SERIOUS AND PROFESSIONAL HOR. Hoho. we play no money one luh.

Xiuyi our shifu*
Karen, Candace and meee.

Xiuyi & chaonign.
CANDACE, the pretty mummy.
chaonign the other pretty nanny ! :D & I LOVE XIUYI'S COOKIES TO DEATH. I WANT MORE.

OKAY, school reopened.

Studies, homework and most importantly, God.

going offline already :D NIGHTYS.

2008-12-31T13:20:00.010+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE.

Year 2008 is going to be over.

And since I found so many pictures that i've taken this year.
Ahaha, shall post some randoms up.

From January 2008.

I ....

took a picture with my cousin.

went insane cos of the homework. went crazying infront of the web cam.
Met up with my oldoldold-kindergarten classmate.

made a heart with a book !went for caregroup's reunion dinner. had a delicious cake for my birthday. bullied a sec1 girl who is rather petite and cute :Pwent to macdonalds wth buddy !act-ed nerd.ate with ARN during recess. And we obviously snapped photos. learnt that my name is written like that in korean.

went to sentosa to crazy after midyears. took a picture with buddy :Dattended this year's syf opening. arranged those bianbian from smallest to biggest. went for 309's mid year bbq. :Dattended AEM and completed it.may consider going to school of EEE in singapore poly. the course was fun. had a great time celebrating mother's day for mommy. took a picture with my bootiful sissy. LOVE SUNNY SUNDAY, yeah yining? :) celebrated yining's birthday. webcam-ed with sis despite being in the same house, STUPID. took a family photo with these people. love the sl board ' 08. went for vietnam trip. :) LOVE IT.

2008 has been a great year !

& i am anticipating for a even better year in 2009.
I posted only those old old pictures.
The recent month ones are in my archive. hahaha !

Shall think of my new year resolution. Burbye ! :)

2008-12-28T11:22:00.003+08:00

My saturdays are always packed with

fun, joy, laughters, peace & God. Look at alicia's jacket, so scary please, can zip all the way until

the top of her head. And by the way, if you're wondering why

emily's face is so white and fair, it is the RADIANCE OF GOD.

*just kidding. Nexus Auditorium is filled with smiley-faced :D people.

Today is my Shepherd(emily) & Tansi's birthday !
Happy birthday to you :D.
As you age a year older,
I pray that you'll not age physically that quickly
so that you can walk, run and jump better.
I pray that you'll stay healthy, because your health is
vital for your survival on earth.
I pray that you'll be blessed by God greatly today !
For it is your very special day.

And i m proud to say that i am no longer looking tann-ed.
BeforeAfter This is what you can do to look less tanned.

Get a genetically certified fair-skinned DNA mother. * nah kidding.

Mommy told me to meet her at the library to study. * what great encouragement. :(

CYA ! :D

OH HALLELUJAH !

2008-12-25T15:26:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS ! :D

I know that this festive season is not about

chocolate, presents, dressing up, branded goods nor gadgets

but it is about you and your love God.

I think that all of us should learn to be like huixuan.

She faithfully share Christ with people that she know,

even a 9 year old boy. Pictorial evidence below.

Lets learn to be faithful servants like her. :D

Share bridge diagram with people from different walks of life.

1 thing to learn from this boy:

- having clear goal in mind.
By the way, this boy say that he want to get into RI someday.

CHRISTMAS REWIND WAS A BLAST.

I enjoyed it :D

especially the performance, super funny!
While waiting for the people to set up decors and stuff.

SMILE.
Jocelyn and ruijun.
Weiqi & Eline. * YAY ! ELINE CAME AGAIN!

WE HAD CHRISTMAS CAROLS ! SOOOO FUN !

And the gift goes on,
the father give the son,

And the gift goes on,

the son gave the spirit,

And the give goes on,

the spirit gives us life.

And it goes on and on and on.

So we can give the gift of love.

Though we lost our way, thank God that we lost fats that we've gained

from the food and chocolates when we ran to the bus stop.

Weiqi - trying to fit in to this picture but failed. ;PCHRISTMAS LUNCH

VIENNA RESTAURANT @ UNITED SQUARE

The food was great!

There were lots and lots of seafood !

Quite worth it for a buffet.

Ambience's - nice.

Don't ask me why i look so tired, recovering from my 1am sleep.

Brother and mummy.

dad, sis.

SHE DRANK RED WINE, i think it taste horrible.

* i took a sip.

There was this ginseng pudding.

Abalone, quite nice.

carb or whatever you call it.

Strawberry yoghurt.My dessert. My favourite - colourful kueh ! ;D:DEat until full that kinda thing.

Thanks daddy for the christmas treat !

The meal was great.
There was even Buddha jump over the wall.
CHRISTMAS IS NOT OVER YET.
Going for a run with ruijun ! :D

BYE & MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D

2008-12-24T10:32:00.002+08:00

Watched twilight on monday afternoon :D And all of us concluded that edward cullen's dad is more handsome.

Okay, that's not the point.
The movie was great.
I don't understand why some say that its not nice.

And i think that the cullen's family is soo cool.
Especially when they play baseball together.
&& bella is sooo pretaayyyeee !

Okay, going for christmas' service ushering ! :D
WOOOHOOOO !

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPO !

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO !

2008-12-21T10:46:00.006+08:00

Currently listening to : Micheal Bublé - Everything

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
Your every line
Your every word
You're everything

Backs leaning on to the walls, sitting down on the floor.
An ikea laptop cushion on my
lap, starring at the computer screen,
typing away, typing this.

I am going crazy.
I think i need to improve on my handwriting.
I can't even understand my own scribbles on the news.
And that goes to show that i am obviously doing my
english assignment just now. Illegible handwriting :(

Listening to the same song over and over again,
drilling it into my head.

If only textbooks were read out in audio.
Then we no need to use our eyes to read.
How I wish those notes could be composed into a song.
Then you don't have to stare at it with your eyes wide open,
trying to exercise your braincells only realising that it is not helping.
Okay, that's audio-learners. Super Auditory Learning Style.

Then again, i suck in music, imagine singing out those physics law.
Composing? Forget about it. Sing it? I don't mind, but the moment i do,
people just utter ' shut up' in a disgusted manner. Okay, at least God doesn't.

Maybe those singers can get a life and compose educational songs.
No. That wouldn't do.

All they sing about nowadays in secular music is love love love & love.

Bitter love, they get cheated.
How their crush don't know that they crush on them.
Falling out of love.
How much they love their so call sweetheart and blah blah.
All sorts of them.

Getting the gist of my train of thoughts?
Now that i think of it, i guess I've to start studying soon.

I think that the ABC nursery rhyme is quite useful.
I occasionally sing it out when i forget about the arrangement of the alphabets. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

back later

2008-12-20T09:41:00.003+08:00

Tags Reply: ( from 15 DECEMBER onwards )

Victoria: Hoho, whey ! :D THANKS FOR TAGGING.
Come to my church again soon yah!
Kelvin: Thanks for tagging often. See you around :D
Pearlyn: LINKED :)
AGS: Blur toad, there's no link for me to link luh.
Boy: ahahahahahahahahahaha. * rofl.
Rowena: LINKED :)
Eline: I am so glad that you did not regret coming for camp.
Its makes me happy to see you there too kay & I LOVE YOU TOO.
Weisi: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! thanks for tagging.
Xiuyi: Yeah !! I MISS YOU TOO. I WANA WATCH
TWILLIGHTWITH YOU GUYS! :D
Sherry: haha! that must be God's plan. not coincidence hur.
Shana: LINKED :)
Siti: haha, no problem. :D Find it surprising for someone
to say that i am nice :).
Ruijun: YEAH SURE :) LETS GO STUDY SOON AFTER CHRISTMAS.
HEEEEEBRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWS!
Amira: No needa thank :D its factual.

2008-12-18T22:23:00.011+08:00

At vivo the other day. God, I'm just so frustrated with her today.

I confess. Sometimes it feels as though she never sees
how hard i am trying to accommodate to her.
She keeps comparing me with people and it gets really irritating.
I do admit, at times I know that I'm wrong.
I admit that its often my foolish and childish act.
But Lord, i just cannot suppress that feeling, I'm trying my very
best already, will you ever see it?

By myself i cannot, but by you i can.

And Lord, i feel rather sad today. I miss that friend.

When you get sick of the stuffs and you'd look for me, turn back.
I'll be there.

Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Found a good spot to do quiet time. I just sat on the grass and read God's word. :)

i'll love his word. Me and my little brother painted this :DI went to vivo with sissy again, realised that i keep going to vivo. Sissy wanted to get
wires from diaso, so being a nice person, i accompanied her. While walking there, i realised
that the lightings were really really nice.
So we took some pictures. Very very nice, you peeps may wana go there during your free time in the evening.
The Christmas tree is probably the prettiest thing among all.

I LOVE THIS SONG :D

You Can - David Archuleta

2008-12-16T17:27:00.011+08:00

I'M BACK FROM HEROES CAMP !

I SHALL LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING FOR THE FIRST HALF &

WORDS TO VOCALISE THEMSELVES FOR THE NEXT.

We were taking ' 可爱十连拍 '.

This is our 3, 4 and 5 picture. International delegates.

Angie & Evonne from hope kuching :)xueping & jiarong from hope sibu. Me with them, loves ! This camp was extraordinary apart from its spirituality!

We had subway for lunch. Haha ! :DI was so insecure during minilution, i looked like a joke. The suspenders clipped onto my pants made me wear it so high, nerd !!! But hey, i loved the ben&jerry ice cream given to shepherds. What kind of camp is this man, the best ever prolly ! :D Our caregroup, ned2a. WOOOO ~I LOVE YINING :D

pictures to be continued in the next post. really tired right now.

Really happy that eline came :D

Above it all, i am so glad that my camp objectives were met and that
God refreshed, renewed & recharged me. CONVICTED I SURE AM.

Me being under-qualified further remind me that
' alone i cannot, but with God i can '.
I don't care about the problems that lies ahead.
Faith will bring me through.
And like Esther, if i perish, then perish loh.
What's the big deal, the worst situation that could ever happen in this lifetime is death.

I don't see why they can do it and we can't.
We are worshipping, praying and talking to the same God!
We even have the same sermons!

International delegates made a difference in our camp
experience as they share their godly-driven testimonies.
I recalled this ' no test, no testimonies ' and I really think that its true!
WE'RE NOT GOING TO BE BOUND IN SINGAPORE. noboundaries.

Yeap, the camp didn't just stop at learning the word of God and experiencing a divine exchange,
I got to know my caregroup members better! For example, tansi,
jessica, eunice, emily, heidi, jocelyn, yining, eline and zixuan.
I got to know other caregroup people like lorena, melissa, weiqi and pearlyn and also other district people like those central SJI peeps.

4 things in mind.

Ask and it will be given, seek and you'll find, knock and the door will be opened.
Northeast a region soon.
20 caregroups completed.
Burden for my sheeps.
Exceed a hundred for girls.

Amen & Hallelujah :D !

2008-12-12T01:30:00.000+08:00

Today.

Went for caregroup, somehow slacking now.
Doubly excited for heroes camp!

Post more later.

2008-12-09T21:10:00.005+08:00

Miss No Good * two thumbs up.

Been watching this show since days ago. Huhu*

Partially led by curiousity, was wondering what eunice and rachel

were talking about, so i went to watched episode one and i find the

storyline cute. I'm now at episode 11 already, oh my goodness please.

I think Dean Fujioka is charming. Okay, that's so nonsensical. Huhu* Okay, rannie's voice super act cute. Its not ordinary okay!

But I'd slowly got used to it.

Characters.

Went bowling with Columbus people today.

Conclusion: BOWLING IS REALLY NOT MY KIND OF THING.
I tried to play okay, but serveral times the ball just rolled
sideways and pangseh me, going into the drain. My score is like last for every round.
I'm W.
Yeeseng, Shaolong & Darylene.

Just came back from usher workshop.
Got the shock outta my life.
The people were like so quiet, and everything seems so awkward.
Hoho, but at least a few tried to lighten up the atmosphere.
*whew, thank God.

Usher is a spiritual thing, not a physical thing. ( Learnt that today )
In all situation, yes Lord, I want to give my best & I am going to enjoy camp.
Ah-men阿门, Amen.

That's nice yeah :)

♥

2008-12-06T06:41:00.006+08:00

SUPER DUPER EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS!

I just came back from service at somerset.

Hah ! You so got to come to my church for christmas service.

Don't stay at home and be a loser alright.

Come on, its christmas!

Christmas is all about Jesus.

Think about it, without Jesus, do you think you'll even have christmas?

I tell you, without him, you wouldn't even have christmas eve.

To add on, my church's christmas invitation card is like soo attractive.

Nicely done up by y-comm peeps.

Feel free to grab a copy from me man !

And of course ! COME FOR MY CHURCH'S SERVICE.
The best thing to do on christmas eve.

Pictures taken hours ago.
Yining.

The lightings at somerset are beautiful!
Ohoh, before heading home, went to marcs and spencers cafe for
camp usher meeting. Saw this. Soooo cute please.
ELINE - 小女儿。 Then yining was talking about zilian peepo,
so i thought, hey i m one of them, and we zilian !
ruijunjun's reaction was the joke.
blehh !
Let me disgust you with some AC PICTURES.

FRIDAY
Okay, enough of meeeeeee.
Look at smart lowruijun & her sheep, weiqi.

Retards of the world unite.

Ruijun looked exceptionally cuteeee hur.

THURSDAY

And this is rachel ~ Our carecareleader.

Emily my shepherd ! :D, rachel carecareleader and Eunice.

Oh there is this 传说saying that if rachel uses your phone to

zilian, it will spoil the next day.

Eunice played the role of our guinea pig.

Wondering hows her phone right now.

Netball court. Karen's first reaction of the painted netball court was like

" walao! *@#*&!@(*&!*#&! " hahahaha.

We were having our exco meeting in the COUNCIL ROOM.

It caught muh eye.

Look at our so-not-organised-table. * shakes head.

KIDDING*

I WANT TO GO FOR HEROES CAMP.

* clear objectives, shall be cleansed.

Not some super heroes like batman, spiderman, or whateverman.
Mine is mightier, stronger and greater.
His name is Jesus.

2008-12-05T08:47:00.001+08:00

David Archuleta - Waiting for yesterday

Something to listen to in the morning :D
Well, going to school in like 20 minutes time.
Its 8:47AM ! :)
I am such a good girl that i wake up early.
I shall not wake up at 12PM, when like half the day has past.
I've already spent 1/3 of my life sleeping.
Not going to make it 1/2. HAHA !

Later:

EXCO MEETING
CAREGROUP :D
6.5 BBQ

I definitely have better things to do than to sleep. :D

2008-12-04T09:11:00.000+08:00

Ohaiyo !

Its really early right now.

Like i am blogging at 9:14AM.

Well, since i didn't join them at bowling yesterday,

i brought my little brother to ice-skating.

Cannot stand the fact that his face is literally superglued

to the television. So, to add a little fun to his boring cartoon

holiday, i brought him out. He is just so fortunate to be my

brother like duhh. Kidding*

And i got a pink mouse !

To be more pink, since this blog's url is 'joythepink'.

I remember once i wanted to change it to 'joythebrown'.

This url was randomly picked at the age of 10, primary 4.

WHAT DO YOU EXPECT.

I obviously cannot think of a sophisticated url at that point of time and age !!

Should be glad that i didn't use like, 'powerpuffgirls-unite.blogspot.com'

or some random cartoon names.

In any case, I shall be a pinkish girl.

Pink is simple, pink is sweet, pink doesn't make you look like a pig. :D

HoHoHoHoHo ! I WANA GO AGAIN ! CYIKAI & CWENZHEN.

Xueli, i book you for iceskating le yeah ! HAHAHAHA !

smiles :)

2008-12-03T00:41:00.000+08:00

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause it's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on Calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan
mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me
lose control
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
To you
It came to me yesterday when i was listening to random songs on the ipod. It
is sure a long long journey. Let me get back to you. Home.
My love.

OBS @ PULAU UBIN - CLICK FOR CLEARER VIEW.

2008-11-30T10:57:00.000+08:00

A HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY MOMMY!

I am extremely sorry for missing your birthday celebration

due to camp. Guess you enjoyed it this year once again yeah.

Want you to know that I am really sorry for my wrongs and doings

that really irritate you at times and i just want you to know

that i'd miss you at camp okay! :)

LOVE YOU!

My mommy. Back from OBS

I turned tan-er like finally.

And the reaction i get from people when they see me were like,

' ohmygosh ! you look darker. '

Reaction from yining was like,

' aiyah, two weeks later you'll be back to normal again. ' :(

On the bus going back to deyi, heading home.

We looked pale yeah?

Ohyeah, the scenery there is beautiful.

Boat ride back to punggol.

Beautifully tanned.
Colombus ! :D
Hidayah ! :D
We had our group picture. :D NICE !

The storehouse at the back. If you click on this picture and

zoom in, you can actually see darylene smiling :D

We had our trust-activity whereby we had to jump and

hit the bell, that the one jumping and landing on the orange mat

is me :DMartha, Darylene, Sinar, Me & Hidayah :D

Scandalous shaolong, wait till winarti sees this.

Candid picture of me and darylene on the last night of the camp.

We were so drained out after 9hours of kayaking.

Preparation of meals for ChengHo, our buddy watch(group).

One the of nights it actually rained.

So horrible okay, we had to sleep squatting down because the

tent was filled with water. We trekked for 6 hours with more than 10kg of load on our backs.

Fun Shot.

HoHoHo ! We looked like some yellow creature.

Had to wear our poncho, no choice, due to the sudden rain.

When we were trekking :D

Sinar & Geraldine.

Dicussing on which is the shortest way to the campsite.

Which was eventually as far as expected.

Trekking ~ LOOK AT THE BAGPACKS.

Artistic picture of darylene, I took it okay >:)

Not bad yeah?

I wanted to sell it to benjamin!
However, he declined my offer, even after i lowered the price soooo much !!

What a waste.

So i'll be nice.

Its freeeeeeeee now.

Not exactly, considering the electricity used for the computer.

I love the skies there.

The skies there = mesmerizing.

Group photo. Spot me :D

The first day felt like it took forever to past.

Didnt know that we can actually cook rice in ordinary pots. :D

Only heard of rice-cookers.

Stupid me.
Shaolong, brandon & silsilah. On our boat trip to pulau ubin.

They sat infront of me.

DAR!

Briefing.

Martha was in my group too. :D THE WHACKY PEEPOS.

SATURDAY WAS FUN.

Eline came. Hees ! Super happy.

But sad, aliciashe didnt come :(

Buddy, if you're seeing this,

please know that I MISS YOU :D

Once again, i spent another week with minimal revisions despite
attending tuition right hours after obs.
The biology class at stalford is surprisingly, acceptable.
Yeah, I heard that alumni's camp is being postponed for some unknown
reasons. Really hope that it will turn out fine.
I too hope that I will be able to attend it too ( wouldn't crash with church camp).

Till then.

Wishing. Hoping. Waiting. Praying. Watching.

PICTURES :D CLICK FOR CLEARER VIEW

2008-11-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

CHURCH

WOOOHOOO ! :D USHERED TODAY !

Look at these three monkeys ! :D

And for once ~ BAOER IS THE TALLEST.

OPPOSITE DAY MAN.

208'S BBQ @ EASTCOAST ;D

Nat nat's father fetched us to amk using his lorry. ;D
OHKAY ! ZOOOOOOOOOMBA ~
Our lucky draw box. We had our gift exchange. :D
THANKS DUANKAI FOR THE NEW FISHERMAN FRIEND.
XIUXIU :D

Ohhh ~ we start up our bbq fire super fast this year man !

Like one time then steady liao, whatsmore the weather was

super not on our side leh, THANK GOD.
LOOK AT NEHNEH'S FACE.

ChunHeng, Illene & xiuxiu. :D

Ah xiu ah, you look pale here, eat more tonic hor.

Haven't put our aluminium foil ~

Nehneh.

Amira.

SUPER ARTISTIC LOR.
XiuXiu ~

Xiu and fran, look at the water droplets.

MANAGED TO CAPTURE :D

PRETTY SHERLYN AND JASMINE :D

nat trying to fly.

:D I ESCAPED FROM BEING PUSHED INTO THE WATER.

Desmond, ChunHeng & Edwin :D

Xiu, Buddy, me :D

ME AND ALICIA, MY HAIR IS FLYING ~~~

LAODA.

CLIQUEY ~

We were there.

NRAW !

Failed 1st attempt.

HIHOHIHO, the deep blue see.

I was alone for awhile.

Just cycling and then i came across this place, went up.

Had a great time appreciating nature.

ON OUR WAY.

NTUC :D The best place for chapalangs.

THURSDAY @ DOUBY GHAUT FOR SHEPHERDS MEET.

PRETTY CAREGROUP PEEPS.

I realised that there is soo much more to do than just computer.

Reading, learning and doing. ;D

I want to go read my detailed version of snow white,

do quiet time, do amaths ( differentiation ), pack my camp stuffs

and sleep ( early).

& i certainly believe that kriss kringle, will look

me up this christmas.

I've been a good girl.

God to decide.

C902

2008-11-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

DEYI'S PROM NIGHT 2008

Omgoshs, all the sec4 ladies that went for it look so PRETTY!

SERIOUSLY.

Oh, and they were really high this year.

Almost all the sec4s went to the dance floor to dance.

USHERS
ROCHELLE AND JOLENE ~

US WITH GORGEOUS JIAMAN AND PRETTY JOLENE

US WITH PRETTY IRENE AND JOLENE ~

US WITH JIANFENG

Pyramid, as i have noticed.

After collating all the votes....

Jiaman and YeongSeng,
Prom Queen and King of 2008 :D Our emcees for the night.

Joshua & Tammy.

TAMMY LOOKED SUPER PRETTY TOO.

Look at the banner above the people.

We helped to trace, cut and pin it up okay :D

Random pictures after.

In case you couldn't see her clearly,

this is,

LAOYA JOCELYN :D

I wana go sleep already.
SUPER TIRED.
But no worries, i still did my quiettime okay !
Going to study tomorrow, morning, perhaps.

2008-11-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

WEEKEND ALL OVER.

This week's service was great man,

honestly speaking, i think we're small creatures if we're

ever compared to the size of God.

Anyway, yes, here comes 'two not-so-trained nanny'.

Presenting Yining(Left) & Huixuan(Right).

The kid in the middle.

Honestly speaking, i pity the kid.

I mean girl.

"She must be suffering from some mental shock after

listening to some interesting "lifestories" of rachel FONG.

And being fed by yining and huixuan spells dire !"

as told by wenzhen.

Kidding!

Spent my wonderful weekend over at dad's.

Hah i tell you, Sims2 is fun, totally !

Now off i go to entertain my brother.

CIAO !

2008-11-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

STUDENT LEADERS MEETING
Alright, i have officially reached home.

My group members ! :D

Kelvin(sec2), Me, Deena(sec2), faz ~

We had to like take pictures of us inside the clues given (which was basically just pictures).
Fazlindah
Getting prepared for our first task.
Me and deena's leg tied together.
Karen @ netball court.
Us, woah, jocelyn was inside the picture too.
My face was like half cut away. EEEE. :D
Ohmy, i look paleee. Like again.
AND I M GOING OUT ALREADY.
Catching a midnight movie with muh family.

Like there's service tomorrow.
Total yayness.

Yeah, ciao ~

2008-11-13T19:45:00.000+08:00

CHAMPIONS' TEA

I was sooo shocked to see the posters we've done up at

the canteen for InnoWITs. Ohmygosh please.

Hey wenjing, thanks a million. :D

And our Emcees for the day! :D
SENTOSA

I tell you, i am like super
disappointed,
even after hours spent under the sun,
i cannot seem to like get tanner or darker or
whatsoever.
This is like so unfair,
all i got was a red-er face. :(

Lixuan the cute o' group leader. My partner for the day.
The deep blue sea.

Darylene - AHH! Somebody will love this picture yah duck?
And the totally cool karen.

FAZLINDAH ~

CANDACE :D

LALA, i took loads of tramp ride because i hated walking.

HAFIZAH, AIWEI, WINARNAR & CANDACE.

On the way there ~

Excited people. I mean Adeline. :O

AND WALAH, winarti was so early man, we all waited for her.

The number of people waiting.

In the midst of killing some time, we snapped photos.

Winarti, look at the time taken for the photo.

Like you arrive at 8.36am hur !

Maria ~ Hah, kidding :DGod, the only one i can ever tell everything to.

The last glance.

2008-11-12T20:12:00.000+08:00

Waiting rather "patiently" at my mummy's office.
I am currently reading bible verses online too.

Daily Manna from the 'Net for Wednesday, November 12, 2008

1 John 4:16-21
And so we know and
rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in
God, and God in him. In this way, love is made complete among us so that we will
have confidence on the day of judgment, because in this world we are like him.
There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to
do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. We love
because he first loved us. If anyone says, 'I love God,' yet hates his brother,
he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot
love God, whom he has not seen. And he has given us this command: Whoever loves
God must also love his brother.
I have to agree on what that is given in the verses as shown
below. For God loves he people, not being able to accept his people
is as good as not being able to accept him. We are made in resemblence
of him. If God hate sin yet he can still love us despite of what
we've done. Who are we to hate his people man? Yeap, and loving God yet being a total different person at home and elsewhere is like leading a double life. :( Not good for health, later suffer outta split personalities.

2008-11-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

ASEAN MOCK CONFERENCE

Ahahahha. WE TOOK A PICTURE THERE? -__-"

Nat was practically playing with my phoney on the bus.

Oh and we were all laughing at Korin's joke on the plane ride back to

Indonesia. Hahahahha* hilarious. See xiuyi up there? :D
There, that blue one !!

MY NATNAT.
Natalie and TzeYeng

Our worldbank reps.

Very scary luh. When they were negotiating with st nicks people

representing CAMBODIA.

60% : 40%

for Geothermal : Hydroelectricity.
Angel, 天shi*

Look at mr chang *toupai-ing.

Angel, nat and XIUYI. OUR TEACHER IN CHARGE !~~OH AND I LOVE THE IDENTITY THEY'D GAVE US. Then i went to my ahyi's house. Look at their cute dog. Me and mummy. :DOh and i cut my fringe, feeling rather regretful now. It looks RETARDED. :(

And God,

I don't like it when school stuffs and church stuffs clash. ;(

This is a trial eh?

Tags reply;

Victoria: thanks for tagging, I'll do you quiz
some other day. Shall link you soon.
Kelvin: Yaw, thanks for tagging ~
Yoke Huei: Hey do you have a blog or something? ;D
Boy: Eh, i'm definitely nice person right, HOHOHOHO !
And no, you didn't kill my mood luh. :D
AliciaShe: You're the joker ! :D I'll be the joke.
Eline: I AM ABSOLUTELY CLEAR THAT I AM YOUNG.
:D Hehe, will do your quiz soon.
HuiYee: Yeah, i guess its toxic to our
braincells, hope some specialized cells will
eventually develop in our inner body to tackle the disease
causing BIOLOGY ! Kidding*
Ben: What are you refering to? -__-" Oh that
doesn't matter, you're worse than me in all aspects. * kidding !
Often. The unexpected. Occasionally. The predicted. Hardly. The Truth.

2008-11-10T07:22:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO !

Today's fruitful AMEN! :D

Woke up relatively early because my mommy wanted to bring

my brother for tennis lesson and i wanted to go seesee looklook.

But the lesson was cancelled due to the weather so we had

our mac breakfast instead! :D

While eating, i cutcutcut then realised that the hotcake

actually look like 'PACMAN' . So i Dug an eye in the middle of nowhere.

Okay, lame, but who cares.

Then we read several bible verses.

And i love this !!

John 3:30

He must become greater;

I must become less.

And i obviously entertained myself with boliao stuffs at home. :D

Okay, i hate pimples and they're invading my face.

Getting worse.

BYEBYES :D

2008-11-06T22:58:00.001+08:00

BIOLOGY REMEDIAL

HoHoHo, a series of random pictures taken during class.

Not only by me okay ! My classmates too.

They were obviously busy copying away. LOOK AT PINK RANGER !!!
I'M SO SHY PLEASE.
AND LIXUAN ACTUALLY SLEPT.

:( I HATE THE NERVOUS SYSTEM LUH.

Not forgetting, gummy bears during classes. SWEET.

JENNI-FER :)

JENNI-FER, JOSHUA AND BRANDON.
THIS TEDDY BEAR ATE TOO MUCH MONEY THAT IT BECAME FAT.

US OBVIOUSLY.

I treat the school as my holiday resort please.
Keep going back.

Nuts @ Bio.

ciao.

alicia, bugis or orchard type? *lol. she is a joker luh.

Tags Reply:
Eline: whey !! what aunty club, i outwardly old, inwardly young at heart okay.
Victoria: YEAHYEAHYEAH, 还是你最乖！
JusSum1: i don't know, you mentioned pangya. haha :D
Jasmine: Okay, haha, i dont contact TSY luh. hahah.
Boy: OHHMYGOSHS! YOU TAGGED MEE ! SUPERSTAR DE. Honoured. :D
Humphrey: you should have came ! :D really inspiring speech by nick fujicic.
Baoer: OKAY :D RELINKED.

I LOVE YOU GOD.

2008-11-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

One. Two. Three.
Three. Two. One.
God, you know you're number one.

Four. Five. Six.
Six. Five. Four.
You're who i am typing this for.

Seven. Eight. Nine.
Nine. Eight. Seven.
You provide more than 7 eleven.

Ten.
There is more to describe than just ten in hand.

Infinite, because because the things you've done for me me is simply uncountable.

Pictures later.

2008-11-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

YAP JASMINE;

If you ever see this !

Please know that i miss you terribly!

come more often :D

Wenzhen is relatively happy today & yesterday.

I just went on snapping pictures anyhow. Today, youth conference organised by the halogen foundation
Pamela and Adeline :D in the auditorium.

Well, Nick Vujicic is certainly a very good motivational speaker.
Way to GO ! In fact, he's not just plain good, he's special. Picys with peeps. Brandon's obvious failed attempt to be in our picture. :P

Tags reply: ( OLDEST - NOW )
Sean: Yeah, :D i m super relax-ed okay.
Boy: Hoho, yeah ! See, i replied your tag.
hahaha.
Eline: Hur. x__x" at that point of time, that
was hilarious.
Victoria: WHEY! :( Agree what AGREE?! HMMM
!
Solomon: HEY SALMON!
Huiyee: i tell you ! i super love HMS3, but
dont know why some find it sian.
Kelvin: HEY YO! :)
JusSum1: ARE YOU TSY OR SMTH? haha.
Gabriel: yaw, didnt know you would tag me.
:)
Ben: If theres sufficient resources for you to
live till 80, why not.
Ethel: YEAHYEAHYEAH !!! I WANT!!! :D

2008-11-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

i agree totally to this ' life itself is already tough, why make it harder '.
At first i thought that it was just another mere saying.
But after thinking through, i realised that it seriously makes sense.

Then all those temporary things that i hanged on to this lifetime seem like it lost it's value.
It simply disappeared.

:) Why do i have to make my life so miserable?

God,
give me wisdom please.

Granny's 80th birthday today.
Ah ma, i love you !

2008-10-31T20:15:00.000+08:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3

Watched it on deepavali with eline, my brother and victoria.

I soo love it !

The sound tracks too.

Ohmygosh, you so gotta catch it live!

Sweet ending.

I LOVE RIGHT-HERE-RIGHT-NOW.

2008-10-30T18:19:00.000+08:00

Came back after 'late-lunch-early-dinner' after having some
delicious prata at amkhub with yining, zixuan and pamela :D

Well, i've been rather neutral.
Neither too happy not sad.
Neither having fun nor stressed up.
Hehheh ! :)

Ahh, I guess its time to catch up with my friends someday.
Exam period has been a killer and i'm glad that it's over!
The first week of holiday seem rather monotonous
with endless remedials and classes.

Ahh well. Yet another short update heh? Going off to do some research.
Perhaps A-maths worksheets or biology textbook later.

Bye !

i doubt you'll ever know.
i was afraid of you,
because i was afraid of losing a good friend like you.
i guess its all too late.